A Start

Well, i should be writing in my journal and i will but sometimes this is easier.....i am tried of being FAT!!! I am tried of not feeling good, well I guess not having the energy that I can feel better. I know if I would just go work out three times a week and eat less that is all it would take but I don't know why I can't just do it!!! I need to to be able to see my children grow up and to be here to see Taylor, Kaden and Madie grow up!!! Why is it I can't take care of myself. Why is it I can't do something for me besides eat!!! Food seems to be my only friend and comfort. SO maybe I can type instead of eat??? I should journal in my book and I will be I want to try this too. Maybe it will help.....